{"id":35,"date":"2020-02-05T23:48:08","date_gmt":"2020-02-06T07:48:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/iamnotrudy.com\/?p=35"},"modified":"2020-02-05T23:48:08","modified_gmt":"2020-02-06T07:48:08","slug":"thanks-karma-ill-see-you-next-week-same-bat-time-same-bat-channel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/2020\/02\/05\/thanks-karma-ill-see-you-next-week-same-bat-time-same-bat-channel\/","title":{"rendered":"Thanks Karma, I&#8217;ll see you next week, same bat time, same bat channel."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Karma is a funny little bitch sometimes.&nbsp; I\u2019ve been on a diet, low carbs, limited food,\nto help drop some weight, so tonight, trying to be lazy, I decided TacoBell.&nbsp; I pulled out of he driveway and 100 feet\nlater, blew a tire.&nbsp; It was almost a poetic\nkick to me letting me know that I need to stay on target.&nbsp; That\u2019s how the day wrapped up.&nbsp; During the day I had an interesting up and\ndown set of emotions about recent events.&nbsp;\nThe day didn\u2019t start that way, but I received call after call and text\nafter text from random friends and family about random things.&nbsp; Normally my day is full of spam calls, but\nthis was an ironic change from the daily spam.&nbsp;\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>On thing I decided today is that I must start focusing on\nmyself, which is a huge 180 degree turn from my past.&nbsp; I have put friends and family before myself,\nand they become dependent upon that emotion. &nbsp;When my partner and my kids have bad days, I\nsuddenly become the traffic cop for adults.&nbsp;\nIt\u2019s been getting more and more toxic over time, but now it\u2019s time to break\nthat dependency on me.&nbsp; I know there is\nmore to say on this, I had ideas earlier, but they were lost into the great\nvoid.&nbsp; Blame it on the ADHD or age. \u2639<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Karma is a funny little bitch sometimes.&nbsp; I\u2019ve been on a diet, low carbs, limited food, to help drop some weight, so tonight, trying to be lazy, I decided TacoBell.&nbsp; I pulled out of he driveway and 100 feet later, blew a tire.&nbsp; It was almost a poetic kick to me letting me know that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-35","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anotherday"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=35"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":36,"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35\/revisions\/36"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=35"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=35"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iamnotrudy.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=35"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}